Paige Matthews
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Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 9, 2007 11:41:36 GMT -5
"I know, I have treated you kids, worse than I should have, but...when you've been through as much as I have, sometimes you don't even realize what you're doing until it's too late. I can't explain much more than that. I mean I don't expect you or your brother or sister to trust me that easily, after all trust is earned, and if anything I've learned from being a Halliwell, it's that trust isn't always so easy to do, especially when you've got people, beings, trying to kill you and the family all the time." She said rather simply. She loved all of her children, but at the same time she knew she had hurt them more than she wanted to. "I just...I don't even know where to start anyway."
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Melody Halliwell
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Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 26, 2007 9:43:22 GMT -5
"Look mom I will always love you, but its just hard for me at times especially when aunt Piper is the one who has always been there for me. I want to trust you, I just don't know if I'm ready to let my guard down just yet. I hope we can somehow reach a solution we can both handle. I have missed being with you but I just don't know if I can trust you and open up to you anymore without fear that you won't try to hurt me anymore." she said in a soft voice.
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 26, 2007 15:52:16 GMT -5
She didn't know what else to say, what else could she say? Melody had pretty much said it all. "Look, trust is a big issue, I know that, I even had trouble with it when I first met your aunts, but...what I did, to you and your brother and sister was more than I should've. I am sorry for that, but...I thought what I was doing, that I could get past it, but the more I seemed to drown into my work the harder it was for me to get out of it."
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Melody Halliwell
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Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 26, 2007 16:04:14 GMT -5
Melody sighed "mom was it really worth it? Was your work really worth alienating everyone around you? I mean was it really worth neglecting your responsibility as a mother?" "What you did was really low and I don't know if I can get pass that but I'll try my best to find a way to get pass it. It's going to take some time but I'm sure I'll get over it."
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 26, 2007 19:26:40 GMT -5
"Looking back on what I did, the answer is no, but at the time, I barely felt like I could function, I mean even getting out of bed in the morning was a struggle. And yes, it's been alot of time between when Henry died and then when Linda and Lilly died, and everything that had to do with that, I just I felt if I went to magic school I could slowly get my life back. I didn't intend or expect it to take me as long as I have...and I know that you and your siblings as well as my own sisters are mad at me for it...but...I regret, out of everything I have done, hurting you kids and my sisters, that's what I regret the most. I don't regret helping the people that I did help while at magic school though." She sighed, she really hated how she had treated everyone, it wasn't fair to them. She had put them through hell and she really didn't think she deserved to be forgiven for that.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 27, 2007 9:41:44 GMT -5
"Mom even at magic school I barely saw you." Melody said softly. She thought about how much she had missed her mother while she was at magic school. "I have missed you so much and I wish there was something we could do to make things between us." Melody said softly as she looked at her mother.
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 30, 2007 12:39:45 GMT -5
"I know believe me, I know, I just I don't know it's like after everything that happened I just kind of shut down, I didn't want to deal with it...and then when I started to slowly deal wiht it after your father came into my life, it just...it's been one obstacle over another, but that is not an excuse for the way I have treated you kids or my sisters either. What I did was unexcuseable...and most of the stuff I did, I will never be able to forgive myself." She said as she thought about everything she did. She missed so much of her children's lives, so focused on other people, so focused on everything but what she should have been focused about. She just didn't want to lose her family again.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 30, 2007 13:09:40 GMT -5
Melody thought about the last time she had really spent with her mother. She was inly eight when her sister Linda died which was five yeas ago. It had been five years since she had really spent time with her mother. She looked at her mother as she thought about how how she used to follow her mother everywhere and how after Linda died when she was eight she barely saw her mother. She was lucky to have two wonderful aunts who was always there for her at times when her mother should have been there.
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 31, 2007 16:17:11 GMT -5
She always had felt guilty about having Piper especially taking care of Melody and the others, but sometimes she didn't know what to think. She loved her family and that was obvious though sometimes she hadn't always been there when she should have been. She just thought if she got herself and her feelings under control then she could be a better mom, but it didn't turn out the way that she had envisioned it all. She hoped nothing bad would happen.
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Melody Halliwell
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Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Nov 5, 2007 10:52:06 GMT -5
Melody thought for a moment then looked up at her mother with a small smile. "Mom we all make mistakes and I know no ones perfect so I guess I can look pass your mistakes and forgive you." she said giving her mother a hug. She knew if she could give anyone else a second chance she could also give her mother a second chance.
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Nov 6, 2007 17:41:49 GMT -5
She was relieved that Melody was willing to help her, and forgive her, but that didn't mean the others would. She didn't expect them too, nor did she expect them to appreciate what she had done. True she had screwed up, and not been there for them, which was a mistake in and of itself, but to admit it, well that was harder to do than other things. She just knew she had to act quickly before all hell broke loose. She sighed looking at Melody.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Nov 6, 2007 18:28:22 GMT -5
Melody sighed "mom just give them a little time, they'll eventually come around." Melody said softly. She knew her mother was beating her self up for the way she treated them and she figured it was time for all of them to move on with their lives. They all made mistakes and she figured her mother got their message loud and clear. Melody knew that maybe if her aunts sae that she could forgive her mother then maybe they would too.
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Nov 7, 2007 15:35:28 GMT -5
"I know, but it still, you know when we've been through alot, all of us have...so when the last part, when Linda and Lilly died, though it's like I was in a cocoon for so long that now when I'm starting to break out of it, I realize that I really have screwed up, though I don't expect anyone to forgive me, because I don't even know that I can forgive myself." She said rather softly, though it was the honest truth. She didn't care about what happened to her, she knew that she had screwed up big time. What was she supposed to do now?
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