Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 14:38:41 GMT -5
"Yeah but nobody deserves that. Especially someone not as smart as you are Melody." She said rather softly, though loud enough for Melody to hear her. She didn't know where they were going really she just wanted to get herself out of magic school for a while. "Perhaps that's why, but I'm beginning to wonder how much he can really handle. Your father puts up with me, I think because he doesn't have the heart to leave, even if he wanted to. He never could. He risked his life to save mine before and he said when I was able to see him again, before you were born, that he would've done it all over again. What I did, or at least what I used to do, was alot more worth it, than what I'm doing now. I spend so much time helping kids that aren't even my own kids, and yet, I haven't been able to help myself, or my sisters, or even you and your siblings as much as I should have. I am sorry for that."
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 14:46:14 GMT -5
"It's ok mom, I'm just glad we were able to talk out our problems before either of us said or did something we would regret later. I know you went through a lot losing Henry and then Linda but as long as we stick together we can get through anything, but mom you have to let us in you can't continue to shut us out and expect the problems to go away. If anything it will only make things worse between us and I don't want to go down that path believe me I've been there and its not a great place to be."
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 14:53:29 GMT -5
She didn't really know what to say at first. She just hugged her daughter. She was lucky that Melody was even trying to fix the problem between them, which honestly, it was something she should've done, but because of how stubborn she was, and how she could barely handle anything these days, it was nice that Melody seemed to want it as much as she did. "All I know is, lately I haven't been able to handle a whole lot of things, what with your aunt Phoebe and your aunt Piper being on my back as usual, though Piper I believe is worse." She had to laugh at that, she knew that her sisters needed her in their lives, but it was just rather complicated for her, neither one had been through a marriage that had ended not because she had divorced but because her husband was taken from her, by a demon. The same demon that she and her sisters had tried to vanquish more than once, and thought it had stuck the last time but apparently he always seemed to be able to return.
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Melody Halliwell
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Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 15:10:27 GMT -5
"Why didn't you just talk to me . I'm thirteen mom, I would have understood and who knows maybe I could have helped you through those times. Then maybe things wouldn't have gotten so strained between us. "I love you mom and it really hurts when you shut me out like that." she said softly.
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 15:16:08 GMT -5
"I don't know, it's just hard for me to do that, even Piper or at least Phoebe seemed to understand it at least at first. I did what I could. It took me a while to even open up to Kyle, your dad, after Henry died. It took more patience on his part than anything else. Henry was a great guy, he always made me laugh, and he just he was so good at just about everything he did. He gave me three amazing kids, and that is something that I will always love him for. He also knew I loved Kyle, even the whole time we were married, he knew I still partially loved your dad, and that would never change, and like I told Kyle when we got together that I wouldn't be able to stop loving Henry even though he was dead, it wasn't because I wanted to be back with him, it was because he gave me my kids, my two daughters and my son. I mean yes, I would prefer that he was alive, but you don't always get what you want. Kyle knows that I love him and that I don't want to hurt him either, or anyone for that matter."
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 15:39:03 GMT -5
"But you did hurt us when you shut us out. Mom I don't know how I even got through Linda's death in one piece. We were so close and Linda always knew when I was down and what to do to cheer me up even when no one else really cared. I could always count on Linda to be there for me."
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 15:46:04 GMT -5
"I know, and I think that's a hard thing to know. I barely handled it on my own, I still struggle with some of the decisions I'm making, but at the same time, I know that I need to get myself under control first, because I can't help anyone else until I can get help myself. I am doing what I can best, but honestly, I don't think I can deal with half of the stuff I'm going through, and I know if it hadn't been for your dad, or you kids, after Linda died, I probably would've killed myself." She said rather softly. The last part would be hard for Melody to hear, though if she strained her hearing she may be able to catch it.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 16:21:11 GMT -5
Although her mother whispered the last part Melody still heard what she said. "Mom you don't mean that do you? Please tell me you aren't thinking about committing suicide." Melody said as her eyes widened in fear. She knew things were bad, but she didn't think it was bad enough that she would have thought about killing herself. Melody knew if that would have happened she probably would have ended her own life.
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 16:32:01 GMT -5
"What, you heard me? Wow, um...no I am not going to kill myself. I said if it hadn't been for you kids and your dad, I think I would have." She wasn't about to kill herself, that wasn't her thing, after all how do you kill a half-whitelighter and half-witch anyway? Unless you use darklighter poison, but that would be more than desired, it'd be torture.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 17:08:28 GMT -5
"I'm glad you aren't because I don't think I could go on if I lost you especially after loosing Linda." Melody said. "Mom you mean the world to me and I hate seeing you like this. I feel so helpless because I don't know what to do to help you and it's killing me to see you so withdrawn from everyone and everything that you used to love besides magic school."
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 17:17:41 GMT -5
"I know, I haven't really been myself lately, but I'm hoping that will change. I just...I lost interest I guess you could say in alot of things, I spend alot of time at Magic School, because it was a place I used to come before I met Linda's dad, and...well it was alot easier for me to deal with his death when I was here...than it was when I was at home and the same thing can be said after what happened to Linda, I just felt drawn here and I can't reallly explain it any better than that." She said rather softly.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 17:34:30 GMT -5
"Mom what about the rest of us at home. We need you especially now and I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better, but I just don't know what to do anymore. It seems like a part of you just died right along with Linda and I hate seeing you like that."
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 17:58:51 GMT -5
"I don't know half of what I used to. I mean everything seemed to be so easy and then when Henry died, I couldn't function for the longest time I mean even getting out of bed in the morning, that was difficult in itself, and then Henry jr, suggested going to Magic School and I've been coming here ever since....and it's been such a comfort to me, but you're right I should've spent the time at the house. Its just every time I try and stay at home it just everything there reminds me of Linda and Henry and it's just so hard sometimes to even stay in the same room, the same room where Henry and I spent alot of time and then going in Linda's room the first time after she died, I probably would've died had I not had Kyle with me." She said rather simply, after all Kyle had been there and helped her out, but he was also the one who told her to go back to the school and try to do something that she normally did daily, which was going to magic school. It had taken her a while to even do that. For a couple days after Linda died, she was in bed, she didn't even do anything, eat, sleep or otherwise, and Kyle was the only one who really knew that.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 18:15:53 GMT -5
"You have you whole life ahead of you, don't give up on that. I know Linda would want you to be happy she wouldn't want to see you like this. You owe it to yourself to get back out there and make the best out of life. You have came too far to let it get you down like this."
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 18:25:17 GMT -5
"Easier said than done. If it was possible for me to do that, I think I would've already done that." That was all she said as she looked at her daughter, she felt useless, and not even as much magic as she had could really help her out of the situation. She didn't know what to think really or how to really do anything anymore. Anyone who knew her, knew this wasn't the real her. She had been in like a daze ever since Linda died.
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