Felicity Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Cupid
Love Balls, Molecular Manipulation, Heart Blinking, X-ray Vision.
Look for the girl with the Broken Smile...
Posts: 44
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A Visit
Oct 9, 2007 17:43:04 GMT -5
Post by Felicity Halliwell on Oct 9, 2007 17:43:04 GMT -5
Felicity stood in front of Lilly's grave, glaring at it. She hated Lilly for leaving her here alone, though it technically wasn't Lill's fault. She touched the stone apprehensively and felt the smoothness beneath her fingers. She hoped no one else would come and disturb her, but knowing her luck and demon might shimmer in or her mother might've been right behind her. She sighed after a few moments and put her hand down. "Lilly, I wish you could come back... I really do. Everything that's going on... I can't handle it..." she whispered, tears streaming quietly down her face now.
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A Visit
Oct 10, 2007 15:41:12 GMT -5
Post by Keira Halliwell on Oct 10, 2007 15:41:12 GMT -5
Keira came up behind Felicity. When Lilly had died Felicity had been calm compared to how Keira had reacted, but she knew it affected Felicity too. "Yes you can..." she said softly. "Not her fault she's gone anyway...that's my fault." Keira could have told everyone where Lilly was...but she had been scared, and she didn't.
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Felicity Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Cupid
Love Balls, Molecular Manipulation, Heart Blinking, X-ray Vision.
Look for the girl with the Broken Smile...
Posts: 44
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A Visit
Oct 10, 2007 23:14:13 GMT -5
Post by Felicity Halliwell on Oct 10, 2007 23:14:13 GMT -5
"No I can't Keira, I can't... Nothing takes away the fact that Mom didn't tell us anything... Not even running away helps, believe me I tried and still am," Felicity had been rotating living with Benji, Cam, and the Dance Studio even. She couldn't stand being in that house anymore. She looked from Keira to the grave and she broke down. "Why didn't you say anything Keira? Why? We probably wouldn't have to go through this entire mess..." Felicity wasn't meaning to place the blame on her elder sister, and she hoped Keira knew that, but with all the pressure of the events surrounding her, Felicity had been breaking down inside... she just needed to let it out. She sat on the ground, crying her eyes out, obviously stressed and distraught.
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A Visit
Oct 11, 2007 8:30:31 GMT -5
Post by Keira Halliwell on Oct 11, 2007 8:30:31 GMT -5
"I don't need to believe you Felicity," she said calmly. "I was supposed to have been strong for you but I disappeared too. What else could you have done?" she pointed out. "I screwed up for both of my little sisters..." Part of the reason, althrough she never had and never would admit it, that she had been so eager for an apartment was to leave the Manor. To leave it all behind her, and hopefully it would fade away.
Keira bent down and hugged Felicity. She hadn't been there for Felicity, and that she regretted but she had been in too much pain she couldn't even handle her own pain much more someone else's. Keira hadn't even gone to Lilly's funeral. Everyone else had been there but not her. She didn't want to break down in front of everyone, and she didn't want to let the people she knew see her at her weakest moment. Her mother had found her in the heavy rain, soaked, crying and near to unconsciousness by Lilly's grave.
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Felicity Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Cupid
Love Balls, Molecular Manipulation, Heart Blinking, X-ray Vision.
Look for the girl with the Broken Smile...
Posts: 44
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A Visit
Oct 11, 2007 19:30:47 GMT -5
Post by Felicity Halliwell on Oct 11, 2007 19:30:47 GMT -5
"No... you didn't screw up for me Keira... Mom screwed up, at least you told me everything, except for the part about her being pregnant..." Felicity said sniffing and wiping her tears away. It never felt so good to talk to anyone like this. She was usually shut up in her room, not talking to anyone or at the studio, and when at the studio, she never talked about her home life. She felt Keira's hug and hugged her sister back. "Thank-you..." she whispered.
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A Visit
Oct 12, 2007 14:51:10 GMT -5
Post by Keira Halliwell on Oct 12, 2007 14:51:10 GMT -5
Keira didn't reply to anything about their mother. Keira had yelled at her, accused and insulted her, told her she hated her and not talked to her for a while now. She was in no mood to talk to her mother. The mere thought of her caused unbearable guilt to well up inside of Keira. "Any time," she said just as quietly.
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Felicity Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Cupid
Love Balls, Molecular Manipulation, Heart Blinking, X-ray Vision.
Look for the girl with the Broken Smile...
Posts: 44
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A Visit
Oct 12, 2007 17:09:35 GMT -5
Post by Felicity Halliwell on Oct 12, 2007 17:09:35 GMT -5
Felicity then felt bad about what she said, guilt spreading from sister to sister. But she meant it. Their mother should have told them, instead of keeping it a secret. She stayed where she was sitting on the floor and looked down at her feet. That was basically probably the most she and Keira ever talked. She looked down at her watch, almost midnight. Cam would probably be worried about her. But she stayed where she was.
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A Visit
Oct 13, 2007 7:49:23 GMT -5
Post by Keira Halliwell on Oct 13, 2007 7:49:23 GMT -5
Keira saw Felicity glance at her watch and read her thoughts. "You're out late...are you sure your friend won't be worried?" she asked in a knowing voice. Sometimes it annoyed people, but she couldn't help it.
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Felicity Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Cupid
Love Balls, Molecular Manipulation, Heart Blinking, X-ray Vision.
Look for the girl with the Broken Smile...
Posts: 44
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A Visit
Oct 13, 2007 17:32:02 GMT -5
Post by Felicity Halliwell on Oct 13, 2007 17:32:02 GMT -5
"He'll be fine about it... Midnight is nothing compared to when we travel for nationals..." Felicity said, a small smile creeping up on her face. "You're out late too... sure anybody won't be worried about you?" she asked, the smile still on her face.
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A Visit
Oct 13, 2007 20:49:27 GMT -5
Post by Keira Halliwell on Oct 13, 2007 20:49:27 GMT -5
"Kaelyn must be sleeping by now," she replied. A few weeks ago she would've said yes, but now that Keira and Kaelyn had moved out they were free. No mothers or aunts would be staying up late anymore. They could go where they wanted without permission. She missed the Manor of course, but she loved her newly found freedom.
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Felicity Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Cupid
Love Balls, Molecular Manipulation, Heart Blinking, X-ray Vision.
Look for the girl with the Broken Smile...
Posts: 44
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A Visit
Oct 14, 2007 16:08:06 GMT -5
Post by Felicity Halliwell on Oct 14, 2007 16:08:06 GMT -5
Felicity smiled. "Um Keira, if I ever get tired of living with guys, can I come stay with you and Kaelyn for a day or two?" she asked. "Its okay if you say 'no', and right now I'm not getting tired of living with guys, it's just if it ever happened..." Felicity said, feeling a bit awkward about it. "I just can't go back there... I can't go home..."
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A Visit
Oct 14, 2007 16:46:02 GMT -5
Post by Keira Halliwell on Oct 14, 2007 16:46:02 GMT -5
Keira didn't expect the question but she didn't hesitate to anwer it. Besides, she had an extra room attached to her bedroom. "No, I wouldn't," she said quietly. She sighed when Felicity said she couldn't go home. "Felicity...don't do this to yourself," she said quietly. "Melody must be getting lonely without you. You two have shared a room since you were born. You're only sixteen. You need to go home. Please. Lilly would have wanted you too."
"She wouldn't have wanted you living with guys, trust me," she said with a small smile. "I would know." Lilly had been close to every single member of their family, but her and Keira had been best friends despite the year age difference. They spent most of their time together hanging out.
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Felicity Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Cupid
Love Balls, Molecular Manipulation, Heart Blinking, X-ray Vision.
Look for the girl with the Broken Smile...
Posts: 44
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A Visit
Oct 14, 2007 16:56:45 GMT -5
Post by Felicity Halliwell on Oct 14, 2007 16:56:45 GMT -5
Felicity looked away from her sister. "I'm not going home... I can't and I won't... there's something inside me telling me not to Keira..." That same 'something' had told her to get out of the Manor too, told her that her only family were her friends. But then she heard that Lilly would want her to go home, that Melody was lonely. "I don't care what age I am, you cannot make me go back, I'd just leave again."
But then Felicity turned her head back to face Keira. "What would she do?" she asked, referencing to Lilly, if she were here and still alive. "What would Lil do about all this?" The answer to it would probably change Felicity's mind, but she was stubborn and still had her mind set on not returning.
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A Visit
Oct 14, 2007 19:24:04 GMT -5
Post by Keira Halliwell on Oct 14, 2007 19:24:04 GMT -5
"Then don't do it for you," she told her quietly. "If you did things only for yourself you'd be just as bad as mom," she pointed out. Their mother had gotten together with Cole for her own damn joy not even thinking about her two daughters.
Keira thought over Felicity's question but the answer came clear to her from the start. "Lilly would put her own wants behind others, and she would remember that she's not ready to leave home yet. That people there still needs her. That despite what mom did to us...she's still out mom. There's nothing stronger than that, not even her own wants. She'd think that mom would hate that her youngest daughter and the only one remaining at the Manor leave. She would go home and stay."
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Felicity Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Cupid
Love Balls, Molecular Manipulation, Heart Blinking, X-ray Vision.
Look for the girl with the Broken Smile...
Posts: 44
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A Visit
Oct 14, 2007 19:41:58 GMT -5
Post by Felicity Halliwell on Oct 14, 2007 19:41:58 GMT -5
"I'm not doing for me, I'm doing it to make Mom realize that she's losing both of us because of what she did, I have no selfish intentions for this..." Felicity replied getting up and walking to the other end of the Mausoleum. She stopped at an empty wall and banged her head and fists against it, angry.
Felicity thought over the answer. And tears poured out of her eyes, listening to Keira's words. She didn't want to stay, but there she was.. thinking of herself about not wanting to go home. I hate this... I hate this entire situation... If Lilly didn't die would this have happened? If Dad didn't leave would it have happened? Felicity wondered about it, and said nothing... She knew Keira would probably read her mind anyways, she why bother saying aloud.
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