An Apology (Phoebe)

[Felicity Halliwell]

Felicity stood in the door way to her mother's room, just looking at it. It seemed like it hadn't changed at all. She sighed and smiled slightly, before cgoing in and closing the door behind her. She was starting to feel guilty about everything she had said about her mom, and this whole situation. Felicity and Keira weren't the only peoplewho had lost Lilly and their dad. Mom had lost them too. Felicity knew anger and hate got the better of her.

[Phoebe Halliwell]

Phoebe was in the attic, she had only come out of hospital yesterday. She had collapsed at work and had been in hospital for a few days - dew to unusual stress. She was only allowed home on the promise that she got plenty on bed rest and no stress. Well that was easier said than done but she would do anything to make sure her baby was healthy. She would do anything for her kids. She glanced at the page about Cole in the book of shadows, he had been down in the underworld for ages and she was trying not to worry. "What am I going to do about you huh?" She asked herself.

She didn't even know what she was going to do herself, Felicity seemed to be pushing her away and shutting herself away from her and Keira was barely talking to her. Phoebe just wanted her family back.... She wanted her girls back... She hadn't meant to hurt anyone. She out of the attic closing the door behind her, she placed a hand gently over her stomach as she went down the stairs. She headed back down to her room, When she got there her door was closed, she didn't remember shutting it. She shook the thought from her head before opening the door. She saw Felicity standing there. "Felicity.."

[Felicity Halliwell]

Felicity turned around so fast, she tripped over her own feet and fell to the floor. "Hmm... so much for the graceful dancer..." she muttered to herself. She looked up at her mother, who had scared her, a bit, and sighed. Not the way she wanted to appear when making an apology. She tossed her dark hair out of her face and fixed her bangs back to the side of her face where they were.

[Phoebe Halliwell]

"Oh hunny... I didn't mean to make you jump." She said as she helped her daughter get up. Phoebe knew that she hadn't been the best mother in the world lately but she would do anything for her kids and she hated seeing them hurt.

[Felicity Halliwell]

"Spin around is the more correct term," Felicity replied, getting up. "And it's fine... I'm more worried when I do that heels..." she added. She stepped back a few steps and sighed silently. She felt awkward, and she knew Phoebe would know this.

[Phoebe Halliwell]

"I've seen you dance and you don't have anything to worry about." Phoebe said with a smile. "Felicity I know I haven't been the best mother in the world lately and for that I'm sorry." Phoebe could feel how Awkward she was feeling and she didn't want her daughter to feel like that around her.

[Felicity Halliwell]

((OMG... sry I haven't been on... school sux...))

"Why didn't you tell us... you could've y'know... You could have told us earlier instead of shocking us like this..." Felicity replied her eyes narrowing. She smiled faintly when she heard that she didn't have anything to worry about when dancing. She couldn't even remember the last time she had seen her mother at a show. And Nationals, she wasn't going to ask if she could come... One. It was in Las Vagas and Two. Well Felicity couldn't handle having her there after everything that was going on. "And I just wanted to let you know... I'm leaving..."

She started to remember the event that had happened in her room, with Melody and Piper. They couldn't let her go, but she didn't care. "I just need some time to think on my own... I'll be staying at Kameron's apartment, and then we'll be heading out to Vegas, then we'll be back home in a week, but I don't know if I'll be coming back here," she said, indicating 'here' as the manor.