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Post by Rachelle Halliwell-Turner on Oct 26, 2007 15:13:24 GMT -5
"You've had over twenty years to learn to control it," she pointed out. She knew powers gave trouble at first, but after a while didn't you get used to it? She'd met empaths...well when the evil force had sent her out to kill them she had. But they hadn't seemed distracted by emotions.
"There's a potion, if people drink it they won't feel it. Doesn't last forever but it will last a good few years," she said. There were demons in the underworld, if you got the main ingredient or any that was hard to get, they would make potions. Why was she offering help anyway? Not the reason I'm here... she reminded herself.
Deciding to get back on the topic she was here for she redirected the conversation. "You don't seem worried about the baby...is that your empathy not letting you feel your own emotions too?" she asked, with a raised eyebrow. How could she not be worried about her own daughter and son not being born? Obviously something had to happen for them to be born and the only thing she could think of was Phoebe losing that baby somehow. And I bet that somehow is Selene...
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Post by Phoebe Halliwell on Oct 26, 2007 15:31:25 GMT -5
"Usually I can control it, recently though its more of being controling me." She pushed some of her hair back. "I know theres a potion that can block an empath's power." Piper and Paige had taken it but it wasn't permanent and she wished that they hadn't have taken that potion because when Phoebe did feel their emotions - it hit her hard.
"I can't tell my own emotions from everyone elses." The only way for her to be able to tell her own emotions were to isolate herself from everyone, and she couldn't do that all the time now could she? "I don't know why am pregnant when I'm not surposed to be yet, but I believe that everything happens for a reason." Whatever that reason was she didn't know but she also knew that not everything happened for a reason. There weren't a reason to why Lilly and Linda Died. they had done nothing wrong.
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Post by Rachelle Halliwell-Turner on Oct 29, 2007 16:05:21 GMT -5
Rachelle felt annoyance at Phoebe's words. Everything happens for a reason? Was she really basing everything off of that? "You have got to be kidding me..." Did Phoebe even care that something could go wrong, and Rachelle and Derek could never have existed? Not unless they were born when they were supposed to be. "Do you even care that you could lose me and Derek?" She stopped there. Why would Phoebe care if she lost Rachelle? Rachelle was evil. The fact hit her hard
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Post by Phoebe Halliwell on Oct 30, 2007 16:07:11 GMT -5
"How can you think that I don't care.... I'm terrified!" She was pregnant when she wasn't meant to be. She didn't know why this was happening, Nothing was going right, nothing was simply. Hadn't she gone though enough? She couldn't lose anyone else.
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Post by Rachelle Halliwell-Turner on Nov 3, 2007 9:24:36 GMT -5
"Doesn't seem like it," she said, surprising herself to hear that her tone was bitter. It showed clearly that she was upset about it. What was wrong with her? She never displayed emotions so clearly- not even through her eyes. "You said just now that everything happens for a reason...I take that as you aren't even going to do anything about it!" If Phoebe had said that everything happened for a reason so calmly, as if nothing was wrong, didn't that mean she'd just let destiny play it's path and if Rachelle and Derek weren't conceived in time then that was meant to happen? She sure made it seem that way...unless she really believed she could have a baby and twins in eleven months then something was wrong.
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Post by Phoebe Halliwell on Nov 7, 2007 16:40:36 GMT -5
"I don't know why this is happening okay! I didn't ask for this to happen." This wasn't Phoebe's fault she was just as confused as everyone else to why she was pregnant when she wasn't meant to be. "What do you expect me to do? I can't get a premontion when I want to and them damn doctors arn't going to let me go home any time soon so that i can even attempt to figure everything out!" So much for keeping her stess levels down!
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Post by Rachelle Halliwell-Turner on Nov 7, 2007 19:19:13 GMT -5
Rachelle rolled her eyes. "I never asked you why it's happening," she pointed out. Rachelle couldn't believe this was the a Charmed one, that people looked up to as the most powerful beings in the magical world. "Why are you in here in the first place?" she asked, when it occured to her that she hadn't found out why Phoebe was in the Hospital. "You look fine to me."
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Post by Phoebe Halliwell on Nov 8, 2007 15:23:13 GMT -5
"High Blood pressure..... I don't control my stress levels then it puts both me and the baby at risk." How she was going to control her stress levels she didn't know. Not with everything that was going on. 'Where is everyone?'
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Post by Rachelle Halliwell-Turner on Nov 8, 2007 15:41:04 GMT -5
Rachelle couldn't help but be glad that the baby was at risk. She didn't want Phoebe at risk though... then she wouldn't be born. She shifted awkwardly from where she stood, a bit of a distance between her and her mom. "Shouldn't it be a good thing if the baby is at risk?" she asked carefully. Not that she cared what Phoebe thought.
"If the baby lives, then Derek and I won't be born on time and...well we'll disappear." She didn't care so much for Derek. Well actually she had never thought about it. Could she be that bad that she didn't care for her own twin? He never did anything...he was five when I was kidnapped.
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Post by Phoebe Halliwell on Nov 8, 2007 16:31:23 GMT -5
"Its a baby, it's innocent and harmless..." though with the powers that, that baby had then it was not harmless. "I do not want to be in this situation." It was not possible for her to have both this baby and the twins. It was just physically impossible... even if she went into labour early with this baby, it wouldn't be possible to have Rachelle and Derek too. Magical or not it still wouldn't be possible. She was in an impossible situation.
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Post by Rachelle Halliwell-Turner on Nov 8, 2007 17:09:19 GMT -5
"So you chose an innocent, harmless baby over two of your children then?" she demanded. "Look I get why you won't want me to be born but what about your own son!" she forgot all about her previous thought about not caring about Derek. "How can you live with yourself? If he disappears, it's your fault, because you could've stopped it but you wouldn't because of a baby that was never supposed to exist," she said bitterly.
Rachelle scoffed. "That's your reason?" she asked, arching an eyebrow. "All of us are put in situations we don't like sometimes. Do you think I wanted to be given away to demons? Do you think I enjoyed the first few years when they basically tortured me, before I grew older and got what I wanted? Do you think the Underworld is a nice play to spend your life?"
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Post by Phoebe Halliwell on Nov 9, 2007 15:51:43 GMT -5
"I haven't ever willingly lost an innocent, I'm not about to start now!" It was the same that she had never ignored a premonition in her life. "I don't want to lose you or Derek.... But I don't want to lose this baby either." The baby was still her's and Cole's son or daughter.... whether she was meant to be pregnant or not. Phoebe knew where Rachelle was coming from but why couldn't she see it from her side?
"Well don't blame me, for the mistakes that my future self has made." Obviously her future self had over estimated her daughter's powers. But Phoebe would never leave her own child by themself, She would have made sure that either she was there with them or their was someone in the family that could look after her.
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Post by Rachelle Halliwell-Turner on Nov 9, 2007 20:03:40 GMT -5
"Exactly my point you chose that baby over me and Derek! How could you be so horrible?" she asked, disgusted. Rachelle was evil but those who thought she was heartless was wrong. She was a Halliwell, no matter how evil she appeared on the the outside, and how cold she was at times she had feelings like everyone else. Well maybe not everyone else....most demons didn't have feelings.
"Just shut up about not wanting to lose the baby ok? You're just using that to avoid my questions because you have no answers, that's what a coward does." It felt strange calling her mother a coward, but hey it was true. If she wasn't she wouldn't avoid answering the things that made her seem bad, she would face it.
"I wasn't blaming you for anything," she said exasperatedly. "I just meant that life isn't meant to be fair but you just have to life with it. I had to do things I didn't like, I had to go through things someone my age shouldn't have had to have gone through but I did, and I moved on. Honestly it just seems like you like attention from our- your family."
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Post by Phoebe Halliwell on Nov 13, 2007 16:17:19 GMT -5
"And it's horrible to make me choose" Unless she wasn't meant to have this baby anyway. But that didn't mean that she felt nothing for this baby. "And your right I don't know the answers, and I already have enough people wanting answers off me I don't need anyone else."
"You shouldn't have had to go through half the things you've been through. I should have been there for you.... be there for you." She corrected herself. "I obviously haven't been the best mother, I failed....." She paused, "Which I seem to be doing a lot recently." She said the last bit mostly to herself.
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Post by Rachelle Halliwell-Turner on Nov 13, 2007 17:46:17 GMT -5
Rachelle felt the anger building in her at Phoebe's response. She wasn't doing a good job of calming down Rachelle. She had came with good intentions, to tell Phoebe that Selene was after the baby and find out if the baby was her but Phoebe went and made her angry. "It's your f**king fault!" Rachelle knew that if she had cared what her mother thought she wouldn't have dared talked like that. But why should she care? She was evil for crying out loud, wasn't the reason she turned evil was not to care really? Not to feel pain, or be held back. Well according to Natalie if you didn't feel the bad stuff you couldn't feel the good stuff either, but she had been evil most of her life and she liked her life.
"Don't change the subject!" she snapped, when Phoebe said she should have been there for Rachelle, and hadn't been the best mother. Well it wasn't as if Rachelle was going to deny it...if Phoebe expected that well it just proved how little she knew of Rachelle. "You're doing it again, avoiding answering questions." It had worked before but it wasn't going to work again. "So does that mean you are a coward? That you can't move on with life just because you got pregnant with a baby you weren't supposed to have? That the only reason you're doing this is for attention?" She knew they were all harsh questions but she wanted the answers.
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