Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 16:26:56 GMT -5
She didn't say anything, instead she left Melody and Crystal where they were and instead walked up to the attic, and opened the Book of Shadows. She needed a way to relax, and right now she obviously wasn't going to be able to relax. She ran across a couple of spells, some of which she recognized.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 16:36:56 GMT -5
Melody followed her mother up to the attic "ok go ahead and yell at me, I know thats what you want to do anyway so just go ahead and say what you have to say. I'm a big girl, I can take anything you have to say. Melody didn't want to argue with her mother but she was sick of her mother's attitude lately and how she was blocking everyone out of her life. I hate when you do that so just say something. I hate when you shut me out of everything," Melody told her mother.
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 16:42:11 GMT -5
"What do you want me to say? I am doing the best that I can, I don't approve of you being friends with Crystal, especially since she is the daughter of a Fury no less, Crystal's mom is the same fury who went after Piper and I can't believe you of all people, after everything we've taught you are just becoming friends with a Fury no less." She said what she said for a reason, though she wasn't doing it as a way to make her daughter more upset, it was how she really felt. She couldn't help the fact that things were going straight to hell with her lately. She'd been feeling alot of different emotions lately, and not just between her and her sisters or between her and her kids either. It was just hell was breaking loose now. It's not like she could prevent it.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 17:17:33 GMT -5
"Well you know maybe if you were around more you would know what was going on with me and I wouldn't have turned to a fury to talk to. I mean for heaven sakes mom will it kill you to spend more time with me. I'm going through a phase in my life when I really need my mother but what do I get nothing. You don't even know what I'm going through lately. "I'm just greatful I can count on aunt Piper to be there for me when I need her."
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 17:33:09 GMT -5
"And you think I'm not going through something? I mean I know that you and Henry and Kaelyn are going through something, we're all dealing with what happened to Linda, you know, but it's just hard on me right now. I mean...trying to function on a daily basis, is hard enough and then everything else what with demons and furies, and everything else. It's hard enough dealing with our every day normal lives enough without all the magic involved. I am barely able or ready to handle anything at the moment."
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 17:45:05 GMT -5
"Well fine mom forget I even said anything. Look I didn't come up here to fight with you. That's the last thing I wanted especially with things the way they are between us. I mean we used to be so close but now is like everything, my whole world as I know it has completely crumbled down around me. I'm sorry if you have better things to do than to listen to me but thats just the way things are mom."
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 17:53:35 GMT -5
"Honestly, I don't know what I'm doing anymore, it's like I've forgotten just about everything...I mean I don't even know who I am anymore." She said rather simply, because that was the truth, ever since Linda died, it was like she wasn't the same person, like the person she used to be was dead right along side Linda. That had been hard for her to handle when Henry died, but when Linda died it was so much worse.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 18:10:14 GMT -5
"I know Linda's death has hurt you a lot but mom you have to stay strong. You can't give up on us now. I don't know what I would do if I lost you. Don't you get it we all love you and it is just killing us to watch you go through life like this. You used to be so full of life but now it's like all your zest for life has drained out of you."
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 3, 2007 18:22:47 GMT -5
"Stay strong? That doesn't even make any sense anymore...I barely handle getting up in the moment, let alone trying to raise kids when I can barely get myself up in the morning. I can barely function...if it hadn't been for your dad I don't think I would've gotten out of bed this morning, he had to literally force me out of the bed this morning."
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 3, 2007 22:21:05 GMT -5
"Mom you have to keep going, you can't just give up and let life pass you by like that. I miss Linda and at times I wish I would have been the one to go instead of her. She deserved to live, I mean she had her whole life ahead of her. I'm sure no one would have really cared if I was the one to die that day instead of Linda." Melody said in a soft voice.
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 4, 2007 12:07:10 GMT -5
"Sweetie, you can't think like that. When Linda died...it I guess affected me the most, out of everything I've been through. I've had alot of loss in my life, we all have. When I was a teenager, long before I met your father, my sisters, or even Linda's dad, tragedy struck. So I wasn't the ideal high school student, you know. I, um, skipped classes, partied all night with my friends. Pretty much anything they wanted to do I was up for. Which, by the way, I would never have done if I wasn't so angry, and it's not something that I recommend you or your siblings doing. It'll tear you apart. That day in particular, I um I wasn't in a good mood so I did what I felt like doing. I was cruel, for the most part to everyone but especially to my mom and dad. The day they died I told them they weren't my real parents. Which is stupid because it wasn't even how I felt. I mean, just because I'm adopted, it didn't mean they weren't my real parents, because they were. It was, um, family night, which was something we did every week, since I can remember. My dad left the firestation early, to pick up my mom and I. Right after he picked us up, I started bitching, how I was too old for this, meaning family night and how it was super lame. He was so angry with me. He-he didn't, he didn't see the car that swerved into our lane, and the next thing I know I'm on the pavement, the car's on fire. I still don't know why I survived and they didn't. Well, I feel guilty every single day. It continued haunting me until I met my sisters, and they with the help of a very annoying ghost by the name of Clyde, who is not the most friendly of ghosts, but he's the only one who will help the living return to the past. Anyway he helped me go back in time to see why I survived and they didn't. I tried to change what happened, to try and keep them from dying...but I couldn't. It took me years to at least partially get over what happened. You never really get over something like that, especially because at the time I was scared and alone, even when I was surrounded by my adopted family, which my adopted family wasn't very big. I thought that part of my life was over, at least, that tragedy wouldn't strike me again. I never got to know my older sister Prue, and it took me a while to really bond with both your aunt Phoebe and your aunt Piper, after all I had been on my own for twenty-five years." She sighed and then looked at her daughter still hugging her. "It was a couple of years later, I met your dad, Kyle, for the first time. My sisters weren't really fond of him, they couldn't trust him since he was an FBI agent and all, and to them, all he wanted was to expose us. He and I fell in love rather quickly. It wasn't hard either, especially since he was a good guy, he did everything humanly possible to help us out, it was only after he'd busted Piper and Phoebe using magic that he told us the truth that he wanted us to help him stop a group of people who weren't from our time, that would probably try taking over the world as we knew it, to create a Utopia. He wasn't wrong about that, there were people coming, known as the Avatars, your uncle Leo joined them, in an attempt to get his family, the family back, since he and Piper weren't really getting along that well at the time. Kyle was very angry, because when he was about five years old his parents were killed and he had blamed their deaths on the Avatars, and it was his one minded track that got him to thinking that they were all evil. Though, Kyle and I, with the Avatars help went back in time to see what really happened, and found out it was not the Avatars that killed his parents, but demons. Later on, as our relationship grew, we got to the point where we all agreed that the Avatars were using us, and we had created the Utopia, and gave the Avatars complete control. We didn't know that they were going to kill people, or erase them from the world so to speak. Kyle still had a potion which would kill Avatars, and with a demon's help, by Zankou, the same demon that killed your sister, he was able to get one of the Avatars close enough to use the potion, her name was Beta. When the potion hit Beta, though Kyle also was killed, he died in my arms. When we found out we begged them to reverse it, and they did, though they couldn't save Kyle. After his death and the world being back to how it was meant to be, I went to his place, and there I found out he was made into a whitelighter, and that was the last time I saw him. Not even a year later, love came into my life through Henry, and we, at first we had a rocky relationship, I didn't trust him, he didn't trust me, but eventually things worked out and we got married. We were happy and were blessed with your brother and two sisters. Then tragedy struck once again and Henry was taken because of Barbas, the demon of Fear....who I swear we've vanquished at least three times. It took a while after Henry's death for me to open up to anyone, even my own sisters, I didn't see the point. I couldn't concentrate, and for a time, I felt as if I couldn't even breathe, like I wasn't even alive. It took forever for me to even get out of bed after he died. Luckily the Elders allowed Kyle to return and we fell back in love and luckily for me, he was patient and understanding about what had happened...and then things improved enough for you to be born. Then as you will know, we lived somewhat normally until well Linda and Lilly died, and it's been hard if anything to try and live somewhat of a normal life. Maybe now you'll understand why it's been as hard as it has been for me to try and cheer up." She said as she just looked down at her little girl.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 4, 2007 12:29:01 GMT -5
"I know mom , but why didn't you tell me sooner? I wish you had told me then maybe it wouldn't have been so hard on me. I mean it practically ruined our relationship and I don't think I could handle anymore tragedy. At first I was thinking about just giving up and moving to magic school with Jen but now I see that wouldn't have solved our problems. We have been at odds with each other for so long I really didn't think you would care about what happened to me." she said softly.
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 4, 2007 12:53:53 GMT -5
"Of course I care about you and Henry jr. and Kaelyn. It's just dealing with as much as I have, over the years, I don't handle change very well and with what happened to Henry and Linda. It's kind of gotten really bad...I mean some mornings I barely can handle getting up out of bed let alone anything else. It's like...you know kids are supposed to bury their parents, not the other way around." That was the honest truth. She had to bury both of her adoptive parents, and had to help with Kyle's funeral arrangements since he really had no other family, and then with Henry's too, and then Linda's that was alot more than anyone should have to deal with.
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Melody Halliwell
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter
Paige && Kyle's daughter
Healing Touch, Orbing, Glamoring, Sublimation, Telekinetic Beam
Posts: 491
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Oct 4, 2007 13:02:24 GMT -5
"I know kids are supposed to bury their parent's but I don't want to face that right now. I'm afraid if you don't pull yourself together that's exactly what's going to happen. I mean with all the demons and things after us you can seriously get hurt or even killed and I don't think I could handle it if that happened."
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Paige Matthews
Good Being
Witch/Whitelighter Charmed One Headmistress of Magic School Orbing , (Mind) Telekinetic Orbing, Healing, Glamouring, Sensing, Telepathic connection with charges.
Posts: 141
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Post by Paige Matthews on Oct 4, 2007 13:11:33 GMT -5
"Sweetie, the only way I'm going to die is if a darklighter attacks." Though that usually happened somewhat on a daily basis, so she was prepared for it. She wasn't afraid of death then again she wasn't really living right now anyway.
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